Wow... it sure has been a while since I have written anything. Not much has been going on with the agency since we turned down baby boy taylor. The agency sent us our $5000 that we over paid back to us. Kinda makes us feel as though they have given up on us. We haven't given up yet on conceiving our own child. Found out recently that the infertility treatments have been working. So exciting! It's crazy because so many people around us are currently pregnant. I look forward to the weird stuff, lol... I look forward to gaining weight and getting a belly. I look forward to the morning sickness and swollen feet. I look forward to staying up all night and a fussy baby. I know these things will be difficult but will all be worth it. With these things comes kissing boo-boos and making them feel better. With these things comes being santa clause, the tooth fairy and the easter bunny. With these things comes teaching your child how to catch a fish and helping with homework. There are sooo many things that I look forward to that I can't wait til we get to be parents :o)