It's the day after Thanksgiving. The food and family time were both great. Always nice to get together and hang out and eat a great meal! The holidays always get me thinking... crazy how things will change when we have the little one around. Speaking of which, it has been three weeks and still no word. Keep getting told by the agency to "keep thinking positive thoughts". Definitely easier said than done. I feel like they HAVE to know SOMETHING. I just wonder what they are not telling us or what they are holding back. Personally I feel like I have lost most of the excitement because I feel like Nikita has changed her mind and its only a matter of time before we get the call. I probably won't even be upset because I have already prepared myself for the call. Everything happens for a reason. It kinda sucks when people ask me how things are going and what the status is... because I don't know. I pretty much tell them that a baby is suppose to be due Feb 14th but we don't know if we are still matched with her or not. I guess I just don't understand how they do not know anything at all. I feel like both are not looking at the situation from our perspective and what we are going through. I understand that Nikita is probably going through a lot, but atleast have enough respect for us to keep us in the loop and let us know what's going on and how she feels. If she is changing her mind, let us know. The waiting continues...